Nicole

You are about to know a little bit about Nicole.

I was 19 when I left Poland and moved to the United Kingdom to study fashion. I thought I was “a ready project” with clear ideas. I was a part-time nanny, later worked as a bartender. I thought fashion was my biggest interest.

But after over two years, I felt I didn’t belong there: the city, the fashion school I was supposed to love, the guy I was dating, I didn’t belong there, I knew that for sure.
I graduated from university and I didn’t know what to do. I got drunk one night with a friend, and we decided to buy flight tickets to Barcelona, so we did.

I had been in Barcelona for holidays previously and I liked it so…
I had no job, no house. We spend over a month on couch surfing. Then we searched for a room. That was seven months ago. I don’t speak Spanish yet, well.

It was a new beginning. A reset. I have done some fuck-ups since then. Obviously I did lots of it. I still do sometimes.
I found a job pretty quickly after my arrival and I got to enjoy life fully without worrying about paying my bills.

I am 23 years old. My life now… I would be surprised if everything goes well.
I have my low times… I am a perfectionist. If I decide to do something, I go 100% into it and I will get very annoyed if I don’t achieve the expected result, but I am ok with it right now.

My comfort zone is me in my own room, I do love interacting with others but also you can definitely tell if I’m comfortable around them or not. If you can read between the lines you can easily find out if I’m into that vibe.

I also hardly believe that there is no need to change something that is good, I like my routine, so I’d rather stick to the same hairstyle for years than go for something new. I guess that’s the way I am, does it make sense?

Of course, I want to be in a relationship, that I know for sure but also I’m aware that it only comes after loving myself fully.
Right now I am still too hard on myself.

Of course, I want to be in a relationship, that I know for sure but also I’m aware that it only comes after loving myself fully.
Right now I am still too hard on myself.

Music
I can’t live without music. I listen to lots of genres. Music makes it all more magical. Most of the times I’m imagining my life with a soundtrack on in the background. It takes the situation to a different dimension. Totally enhances my mood, always.
I have a few tattoos.

One of them is “why not”. That is just a reminder and an encouraging message to take an adventure.
I tattooed “fighter” when I was 16, it’s right below my heart. I was emotional, feeling vulnerable and super sensitive, I still am. I am proud I made it up to this very day.

I am very sensitive. I don’t deal well with rejection. If I am not 100% sure that the guy likes me, I won’t take a risk to tell him first. I don’t really like that part of me.

I hate and love Instagram at the same time. I think that it’s not used properly. We are looking for perfect pictures. I was constantly checking. Then I unfollowed all the accounts and kept only those which give me some values or inspirations.

I used to date guys, girls, blondes, brunettes, old and young ones. Only when I feel a nice vibe. It was different with every person.

Sometimes I want to take care of my partners, sometimes I want to be the one that they take care of. There are no rules, as long as you establish a rule and both of you agree on them.
I think that I do well on dates.

Discovering sex
I was 15 at my first time. I was ready. I really wanted that. He was terrible. He was my dream boy back then. After that night I felt like I became an adult. I kinda passed a bridge. ☺ I felt like I was in the game.

There wasn’t pleasure for a while though. It took me a while to discover what real pleasure you can get from sex. When I was 18 I did it with love and that was something different. I’d rather have sex than masturbate.
I do not always get my thing though. If I’m about to go to bed with someone, I need a true connection. If the conversation is sexy, then sex will be good and I will enjoy it. I make sure to communicate well while sharing intimacy. It’s always worth trying.

I need to have a click, to like something. I can’t do it for any reason.
When I am with the person they come to my mind and I project fantasies. I need a previous connection to be inspired.

I need to have a click, to like something. I can’t do it for any reason.
When I am with the person they come to my mind and I project fantasies. I need a previous connection to be inspired.

For me, a sexy person is somebody super confident. Doesn’t have to be pretty. If he or she brings good energy it makes me attracted to them.
We all have our own shit so if you decide to spread positivity and kindness in the room I will assume that’s terribly sexy.
A sexy body for me is good energy and health. Not always super, obviously sexy.
Any boyfriends? I am in a dating mood.
Of course, I would love to have a boyfriend. But I haven’t met that person yet.
If he makes me laugh and allow me to wear his t-shirt’s it’s the right path, good signal for me.